My love story

I stopped those tears from falling,
i couldn't cry in front of you
i wouldn't show my weakness
you knew i was hurting, you knew i was sad
and still you left me hopeless

You walked away
i watched you leave
i couldn't bear the misery
endless rives flowed from my eyes..nothing could stop them not even the sun

That dreadful day i used to joke about,
you assured it was just in my mind..
it happened my darling, just as i predicted
and you, all calm and sure destroyed me completely..

The endless rivers continued falling..
one day, another..and yet the following..
by the fourth one my eyes had no tears to cry
my heart was crushed, my soul had died

Nothing could be done..there was no way back
"let's be friends" you said..easy for you to say
inside my heart longing to kiss you agreed,
for just a little bit of you was better than have nothing left

My mind travelled and pictured
dreaded images that swam around,
that someone else would take my place,
that someone else would hold your hand

Someone else would kiss your lips
someone else would breathe your air
someone else, would be in your arms
when you're lying in your bed, when you're watching her smile..

But no one can ever see what i see when i look at you,
no one can ever feel what i feel when you touch me,
no one can ever love you the way i love you
cause no one will ever know you the way i do

But then one day
you came to me and said,
you couldn't live without me
you said you loved me

And inside my heart began to beat again
though some part of me didn't understand..
how could you love, when you hurt so much?

I swear i wanted to hate you
i swear i wanted to hit you
i wanted you to know how much you've hurt me
but no one could ever know how much i suffered..

Yet of course, i couldn't do it..
you looked at me with those eyes..
those eyes that melt my heart,
that look at me and say "i love you"

I fell in your arms once again..
helpless, cause i know
you're the one i'll ever love..
you're the only one i love..
you're my life..my soul..my heart..

My air to breathe
my song to sing
my words to write
my painting to paint..